It never fails. I get a little extra time on my hands and so I decide to use it to think. A mind is a terrible thing to waste, but sometimes thinking is the LAST thing I should do lol! About a week ago I thought, “hmph, I suppose its time for a new look.” That one thought led to the next thought, “hmm what should I do?” At that moment somebody should have interrupted my thought process with a coffee run or something at work lol! Needless to say, that didn’t happen, the idle time continued, and the thoughts developed with even more detail. “Blonde, I’ll go Blonde!!” WTF?!?!? The fact that this even crossed my mind says one thing I- should –be- blonde lol (had to throw one blonde joke in there.)
To cut to the chase my final thought that led to my ultimate decision was, “play it safe, get heavy blonde streaks.” Well I guess my beautician (who I love and would recommend to anybody) and I got our wires twisted on the definition of “heavy” lol.
When my new look was revealed to me my facial expression and my speechlessness, which never happens, told that I was cursing my self out for ever THINKING that it was a good idea.
For whatever reason I cried and cried and cried a little bit more lol. The tears garnered much attention. The fact that I was actually crying, something I don’t do, caught my friends, family, and hell even me off guard. Suddenly my ears were filled with:
“Its Just hair”
“I really like it”
“You can rinse it in a week”
“You just gotta get used to it”
While my own personal thoughts were still, “what were you thinking?!?!” lol
All this was Friday and from then to now I feel like I have learned so much! Yes, I have learned from my hair lol. Though initially I regretted it I know now that If you want to do something different then do just that, sometimes you have to take risk, the way you feel about something at first may not always be the way you feel about it later, don’t get worked up over things that can be changed, and most importantly don’t be afraid to express yourself. Some people will love it, some people will hate it, some will careless, and as for me… well I simply adore and embrace it! =)
-Until the next change…thx for reading!
To cut to the chase my final thought that led to my ultimate decision was, “play it safe, get heavy blonde streaks.” Well I guess my beautician (who I love and would recommend to anybody) and I got our wires twisted on the definition of “heavy” lol.
When my new look was revealed to me my facial expression and my speechlessness, which never happens, told that I was cursing my self out for ever THINKING that it was a good idea.
For whatever reason I cried and cried and cried a little bit more lol. The tears garnered much attention. The fact that I was actually crying, something I don’t do, caught my friends, family, and hell even me off guard. Suddenly my ears were filled with:
“Its Just hair”
“I really like it”
“You can rinse it in a week”
“You just gotta get used to it”
While my own personal thoughts were still, “what were you thinking?!?!” lol
All this was Friday and from then to now I feel like I have learned so much! Yes, I have learned from my hair lol. Though initially I regretted it I know now that If you want to do something different then do just that, sometimes you have to take risk, the way you feel about something at first may not always be the way you feel about it later, don’t get worked up over things that can be changed, and most importantly don’t be afraid to express yourself. Some people will love it, some people will hate it, some will careless, and as for me… well I simply adore and embrace it! =)
-Until the next change…thx for reading!
awl honey...this is great! I was worried about you.. I'm glad you embraced it instead of being upset. All it takes is a little swag and you can carry it = ) and I agree you should be daring...risky.. and try new things.
ReplyDeleteIm feelin this... sometimes you have to do the unthinkable... if u dnt take risk you'll never know whether the change could have been embraced as a lesson learnd or a step into a whole new you...
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